Love U

2011-09-28T08:20:00.000+08:00

Be contented with what I have :) Tt's the way to live life to the FULLEST!

2011-03-17T10:11:00.002+08:00

I thought my bz days were over... but it's juz another bao feng yu lai ling qian de ning jing... haiz... now feel like i'm really in uni le... bzbzbz... it's kind of gd... yet kind of bad... have the feel tt my life is really fulfilling... yet it's too much stuff for me le... having a lack of slp... n cant have lots of free time....
I nid to start working on my work productivity... realised i'm really slow in my thinking n my working speed... lol...

2011-02-17T20:41:00.000+08:00

Always seem to be making bad choices... really dislike being like tt...

2011-01-18T12:16:00.002+08:00

Saw zn's pic... tempting me to go out n venture! Sometimes i wonder if i shld be more independent n go do some things alone... like gg overseas for exchange... n be more willing to meet new ppl etc...

Long time no long post

2011-01-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

It's been quite a long time since i really blog... was talking abt it with JEK today... so shall try to blog today... haha... holiday ending soon... next wk will be the start of a new sem... uni's term really pass super fast... blink one time... end of sem.. blink another time... new sem start! lol...

Holiday was ard 5 wks... but it seemed so short... maybe cuz i almost everyday go out=p Met up with quite a few grp of ppl... uni... jc.. sec sch... It feels kind of good catching up with them... get to know how they r doing etc... sometimes i feel tt i'm a bad friend... not initiating to get to know how they r doing... always waiting for them to ask me then i ask back... gt to change this...

Had 3 buffets in consecutive 3 wks... steamboat buffet with JESK, sakae buffet with cass n reb then jap buffet with JESK... getting fat! haha... dunno if it's cuz of uni(which means a lack of exercise since no PE) or simply cuz i'm getting old so the metabolism rate slowed down... it's getting hard to maintain my weight! Hope i can slim down...

O ya! received zn's 'letter' today! Happy^o^ really looking forward to her return! 6 more months!

2011-01-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 2011!

2010-12-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

It's always nice to take a break from everything... catch up with stuff tt u've missed n feel refresh after the break =)

2010-12-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

I survived sem 1!!!! 5 more to go... lol...

2010-11-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

This sem is coming to an end... it's like wow... so fast... not prepared for exams yet... lol... tt's not the pt... the pt is i can have more time for more fun! haha... can meet up with more ppl more often... esp JESKz =)

2010-11-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

Finally starting to get used to the life now.... after so many months...

2010-10-28T22:00:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we're so caught up with the things tt r happening in our lives tt we forgot some impt things which we used to cherish... it's only when we're abt to lose it then we take notice of it again...

2010-10-24T19:50:00.001+08:00

It's always easier said than done...

2010-10-23T03:25:00.001+08:00

It's tiring to do fund raising... but the satisfaction u get is really gd =)

friends r really ppl whom u can depend outside...

2010-10-07T22:21:00.000+08:00

Have to be more decisive.... Nid to study really hard.......

2010-09-26T12:38:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it's gd to sit down n really study.... but then... it would be so much better if u're nt studying for the sake of getting gd results....

study!

2010-09-23T21:50:00.002+08:00

My grp mate from another country said this: The study culture in sg is different from tt in my country. In my country, the students study for ard 15hrs a day starting from the wk juz before exam. But over here, they do this everyday....

LOL

1st meeting with zn overseas...

2010-09-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

It's been quite a long time since i blogged bout what i did ba... Met up with JEK today!first meeting after zn went overseas... It feels like a long time since we last met up... but it's only like one month... n it's exactly one month n one day! haha... Went for steamboat! juz decided on steamboat... nv decide on which restuarant... cuz we dont really know of any nice ones and km wants her pig kidney... haha... so went ard bugis searching for a place tt suit us... n we found 2 places with pig kidney... n we decided to judge by appearance of the restuarant... haha.. Sat there for quite long... think we settled down at 6+ and only left at 10+... haha... not tt we eat a lot... gt stop in between... it's juz nice to sit n eat n chat with ppl u like =) catch up quite a lot... laughed at a lot of stuff too... at the v end... we were recalling when 5 of us get tgt to celebrate bdae n what bdae present each of us receive from each other every yr... haha... really nice to have those memories coming back... Miss the days with them...

2010-09-13T22:29:00.001+08:00

Happiness will come when it's time... =)

2010-09-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

Life's gd when u look at it in a different perspective =)

2010-09-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

Wow... i realised someone is having the same thoughts... gg through the same thing as i am... i guess my closer friends r all gg through the same thing as me ba.. since birds of the same feather flock tgt...lol... hope life will get better... i'm fortunate tt i have someone whom i can depend on i guess... Jia you to everyone in their lives... life is make up of ups n down... for those who r experiencing downs now... be hopeful tt there's a brighter future ahead... n maybe... look ard u... there's happy stuff to look forward to =) those enjoying their lives now... cherish what u have...

2010-08-28T00:06:00.003+08:00

Watch grown ups today... it's funny...haha... but other than the funny part... the movie also reminds me of childhood.... a long forgotten term... sometimes we're juz so bz with our work tt we forgot how it's like to be a child... to live in a world with no worries...

2010-08-25T20:55:00.002+08:00

Had a short day today... supposed to be a free day but i bidded for a module which has a lecture on wed... lol... shall stop 'complaining' bout this since it's my choice... haha... met up for lunch with cass n angela... it's been quite a long time since 3 of us met up... really nice to catch up with cass... get to see angela twice a wk? so get to interact with her quite often... haha... have a suddent realisation of the importance to maintain friendships...

2010-08-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

Everyone seems to start studying... it's time i start too i guess...

zn farewell

2010-08-16T22:33:00.003+08:00

Sent zn off to us today... Always knew tt she'll leave sg to further her studies... but the cruel reality only hits me today... it seems like juz ytd when we were still sec 1 n having fun tgt... 7 yrs passed so fast n now she's off to pursue her studies... really have lots of happy n sad memories tgt...
one plane... n off she go to us... it's tough going overseas for studies alone...hope she do well over there...

2010-08-09T23:25:00.001+08:00

Thanks everyone for all their wishes to me =) JEsKZ for celebrating with me... N a speacial thx to km n eli who tried to celebrate with me on the actual day at 12am but gt ps by me =p

2010-07-31T23:56:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we have so much tt we dont appreciate what's given to us...

2010-07-28T23:14:00.002+08:00

Last day of work today! Had kushinbo buffet =) finally get to eat buffet after dunno how many months... ate till really full.. haha...
Anw... Dunno to be happy a not... can rest... but sch's 'starting' soon also... really a bit sian... was trying to get into the sch's webside to check my qet results... was super frustrated when i cant get in... in the end it's cuz i didnt read the instruction properly... lucky gt nice friends to guide me along... haha... n i'm v surprised of my result... lol...

2010-07-23T21:59:00.002+08:00

Thanks to j's reminder... I realised I havent been blogging for like 1 month... lol... Nth much to blog about actually... v lazy to blog also...

sch is gg to start in less than one month's time... reluctant to go to sch... It's like being thrown into a whole new environment again... it's gd to meet new ppl... make new friends... but nt when u have to do alone without any one u can rely on... I feel really inferior whenever i think of the course i'll be taking... nt tt it's any liao bu qi course... but i'm really nt those who can socialise well... a bit regretful for my choice... as usual... i regret for what i've decided... though things always turn out well even though i've made a 'wrong' choice... the processes were really nt things tt i want to go through over n over again...

life is filled with uncertainties... I have no idea how things will go... can only hope tt it wont be too bad... actually i think i'm juz thinking too much... shld juz enjoy life now =)

2010-06-14T21:19:00.001+08:00

No matter what the result is... at least u've tried... n tt's the most impt thing...

Finance Dinner

2010-05-14T09:33:00.002+08:00

Finally went for a company dinner! It's really splendid! haha... went to The Morton's Steakhouse... although it's a pity tt I go steakhouse without eating steak... the other dishes were still vvvvvv nice or maybe even nicer! haha... ordered seafood platter as our appetiser... it's omg! haha... ate alaska crab leg... this is my first time tasting crab's original taste... and the meat was sweet! Really got tt qing1 tian1 taste! Their fresh oysters were nice too! and there's this shrimps in the platter... but it's not at all like shrimp... it's big prawn! chewy and yummy... haha... had jumbo crab cake for my main course... though it looked like some hawker food.... eat it n u'll know it's a lot tastier than hawker food... lol... didnt finished tt... cuz there's a lot of other food to eat... so took home.... and my bro who usually says the food are ok ok says it's nice! And for juz one piece of crab cake... the price is like my half day's pay... haha... lastly... had the desserts! Was supposed to have a piece of hot chocolate cake all by myself de.. but due to some miscommunication somewhere... had to share with other colleagues... but i get to taste other dessert due to tt.... hahah... cuz to eat the hot chocolate cake... have to wait for another 30 mins... lol... But i think the chocolate cake is worth the wait... cuz it's really omg! ahha... I'm not one who like cakes a lot... esp chocolate cake... but the hot chocolate cake was seriously NICE! When u 'cut' open the cake... hot chocolate juz flows out... I didnt expect much at first though my colleague told me it's v nice... but when i took my first bite... it's like I flew to the heaven... haha... a bit exaggerate... but the feeling was almost there lah... haha... gt tt xin fu de gan jue... haha... o ya... had a mocktail named Fly me to the moon... then champagne and red wine... think i ate up my one wk's pay in juz one night... but lucky is not i pay... haha... shall upload the photos on fb or here next time... tt's all for now =)

children clothes

2010-05-09T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hey ppl... if u happened to see this post... n juz happened tt u're looking for children clothes... go and have a look at this http://modishmodishshop.blogspot.com/... the clothesr nice n cute =)

2010-05-01T00:25:00.002+08:00

today is my 1st time buying 4D! haha... 2 other colleagues bought their 1st 4D with me too! haha... it's really nice to have fun colleagues =)

reflection

2010-04-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

Read a bk ytd... it's abt life... Attitude is really v impt in life... ur attitude makes up a v large part of ur life.. if u have the attitude tt u know everything... u wont learn anything... v true isnt it? and things dont always go the way we want it to be... Rainbow always come after rain... there will be happy events... but if you dont experience the bad ones... will u then know n appreciate the gd things tt happen to u? A lot of ppl like u n me r blessed with lots of wonderful ppl n things ard us... juz tt we always take them for granted... sometimes... it's really nice to be alone n reflect...

2010-04-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

I slacked for almost the whole day today! N this job is really making me fat... haha...lol...

2010-04-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

Anw... it's my 2nd day of work at tp today... have mixed feelings... on one side... i like the office... on the other side... i dislike the fact tt i nid to squeeze mrt every morning... lol... n although i like high heels... my poor feet are suffering... lol...
Another gd thing bout working there is tt i get to see kor... haha... he waited for me 1hr ytd juz to pei me walk to my bus stop... haha... so sweet rite! haha^o^ then had lunch tgt today... more colours are being added to my working life =)

2010-04-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

Saw this on my cousin's fb...i think it's v true and meaningful... haha...
喜欢，是一种心情。爱，是一种感情。喜欢，是一种直觉。爱，是一种感觉。喜欢，可以停止，爱，没有休止。喜欢一个人，特别自然。爱一个人，特别坦然。喜欢一个人，有时候盼和他在一起。爱一个人，有时候怕和他在一起。喜欢一个人，总是为他而笑。爱一个人，总是为他而哭。喜欢，是执著。爱，是值得。

2010-04-03T00:55:00.001+08:00

Went to the new office to have a look ytd... it's cool! In the cbd area n the building looks nice... the office is spacious... n there's a sky garden for us to relax=) N in addition to tt... kor's working place is the building next to mine =) can have lunch with him whenever i want... haha :p gg to be my 2nd month of work le... n I'm still v happy bout work=) haha... most likely cuz the working environment is fun and i'm dealing with a bit of finance over there =) So i'll be working in the new office next mon! v excited... but the thing tt i dont like is tt nid to wear formal wear... which i dont really have... n the thought of squeezing the mrt... lol... i'm happy tt i dont have to see someone again though... lol...
Went to talk a walk at hortpark zesk today... it was super hot! lol... but it's quite nice walking a long distance route after not exercising for so long... a bit breathless when climbing the steps... it's really time for me to go exercise... but vvvvvvvvv reluctant to!!!!!!!!! think i'll juz shun qi zi ran... hahahaha...

2010-03-13T23:54:00.002+08:00

Had nth to do so went to see j's blog... looked through the archives and saw a heading which interests me... it is titled 'why i love rv'... clicked on it and read through the post and saw the photos... it brought back lots of memories... Once we dreaded gg to sec sch cuz we'll be separated from our pri sch friends n teachers... then as we went through the 4 yrs of sec sch life... we found ourselves to love sec sch life... but again... we have to face reality and move on to jc... separated from our 'new found friendships'... 2yrs past quickly... now we're to face another phase of changes... lots of courses r available in uni... everyone has their own interest... everyone moves on to the field they want to explore in... separation may be tough... but i guess it's juz a part of life... anw... hope everyone will be able to get into their dream course...

2010-03-07T03:06:00.003+08:00

I actually reached home at 2+am today! lol... I've had a really fun n enjoyable day... Spent the afternoon with hs... then when over to pri sch bbq in the evening... This is my first time to mrs tan's house... finally get to visit her house after so many years... haha... she gt one daughter n a son... it's a pity tt i didnt get to carry her son.. (cuz i went late.. lol..) but i played with her daughter though=) she's cute! =) haha... talked about the pri sch stuff during the bbq... those memories really lin4 ren2 huai2 nian4... how i wish tt life now will be juz like when we were in pri sch... free of worries... doing all kind of stuff we want... though some may be childish... but it's those childish stuff tt we did tt make me miss those days... left mrs tan's condo at ard 11.. it's nice having ppl living near u... most of us took the same bus back... then we continued loitering ard teban... haha... played card games... the loser had to do a dare... it's fun to see others do the dare... but nt anymore when u're the one... haha... lucky i only lost once... seeing all the old rumoured couples doing all the mushy stuff was interesting... haha... played till ard 2... then we gt chased off by police =p cuz we were too noisy... haha... most of us went home... some of them went dou feng... n i'm one of those who went home... tired... but happy =) throwing everything aside n juz enjoying the fun...

2010-03-04T20:41:00.001+08:00

Good luck people!

2010-02-25T21:51:00.002+08:00

It's thursday! 3 days ltr will be a happy day =) lol... was v blur today... took the wrong file... saw nov as dec... lol... then was searching up n down for the wireless mouse when it's juz right in front of me... lol... but work has been fine so far... colleagues r nice n helpful.. n the company has v gd welfare... gt tibits n drinks available to us... n there's a cny dinner at ritz carlton tmr! But I'm nt gg... lol... Anw... counting down to ard 8 days! Nervous Nervous Nervous!

2010-02-15T23:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! Hope everything will go smoothly this year... a lot of things r happening this year(every year will a lot of stuff gg on... lol...) but impt things like results... uni enrollment etc r gg on this year... so i hope things will go well...

2010-02-11T20:53:00.002+08:00

First day of work! Realised tt this is the 1st job whereby i work alone... was still afraid tt i wont be able to cope... but luckily... my colleagues r nice =) N today's work was quite ok... I juz nid to file the stuff at my own pace... time passed quite fast for me today... hope everyday can be like tt =) the only irritating thing is tt i waited more than 30 mins to board the bus... though there is high frequency... the bus is always v squeezy! CNY is coming! nice food food food =)

2010-02-10T01:57:00.003+08:00

Wah... this is bad.... zn was like telling me tt her somewhere above her stomach there gt weird feeling... then we were like saying maybe gastric or what then she finally told me maybe too much gas... so i suggested drinking soft drinks so she can burp the gas out(which obviously shldnt be the way)... lol... then guess what!
I experienced the feeling too! lol... it is painful! (getting better now though) lol.... Maybe it's a punishment for anyhow suggesting idea... lol...Anw... these few days had been JESKZ days =) love them lots;)

2010-02-05T11:47:00.001+08:00

Days past... yet i'm still standing at the same place... i've gt plans... juz tt i'm not taking actions yet... think i really gt to move on... before i start to regret... lol...

2010-01-31T22:40:00.001+08:00

Happy Happy Happy =) How i wish this kind of happy day will last forever....

2010-01-30T18:35:00.002+08:00

Finally changed my blogskin after dunno how long... haha... like this blogskin cuz it makes me happy... haha... have been slacking at home since mon... a bit sian... but it's quite nice slacking after working for almost everyday for the past one month...lol...

It's nice sticking with him for almost everyday... but the gd times r ending soon... guess i'll juz have to cherish the time left n find stuff to occupy my time....

2010-01-24T13:39:00.002+08:00

Had JC class chalet on thurs n fri... a 2 day 1 nite chalet... muz say tt it's quite successful ba... at least more than half of the class came... n there's 'representatives' of the other half of the clique... lol... reached there at 11+ pm on thurs... cuz had work before tt... so missed some of the ppl who went there for bbq... heard tt some of them smoked n some drank quite a lot till they were a bit gong gong... lol... I missed out so much fun!!! But... i finally tried vodka! haha... smells like nail polish... lol... n i tried a beer which taste better than other beers... lol... played mj, cards... watched cartoon network! haha... quite a lot time nv watch le... the chalet was at tanah merah nsrcc... quite a ulu place... no bus to get u there... only shuttle bus n taxi n car... dont have restuarants or 7-11 there... so the place is quite inconvinent... but the bungalow is really nice... clean... air-con... comfy n the price is reasonable=) went to ECP's mac to have breakfast... ECP was quite a distance away from the chalet... at least 30mins of cycling? ard there... i didnt know how to cycle... so had to trouble dar... it's really a tiring job for him i guess... had to admit i'm a bit heavy... haha... cuz they didnt rent any double bike... so i had to sit on the front part of the bike... with my weight... cum the fact tt i'm blocking his view... it's really hard ba... but i'm also tired one k.... had to raise my legs to ensure tt they wont get into his cycling way.... n the seat is not v comfy... sit till my thigh hurts... after breakfast... on our way back... the rain came chasing after us... lol... so we all became lou tang ji when we reached the chalet..... went to find zn for lunch after tt... then went home to slp!

promise

2010-01-16T14:57:00.002+08:00

Promises r always made in a relationship... 9 in 10 relationship... there'll always be such a promise made: we'll be tgt forever.... but how many of these promises are really fulfilled? even when marriage take place... this promise is nt fulfilled....
Promises r meant to be kept and nt broken... they r meant to be rmb n nt forgotten... but in some circumstances.... it is better to forget them rather than holding on to them...
Broken promises r hurtful to those who really treasure them... though there'll be scars... but they'll heal eventually.... but holding on to promises tt can nv be fulfilled will only make ur life miserable n it'll always remain in ur heart... bringing pain to u everytime it comes to u....

2010-01-14T00:44:00.001+08:00

Wo shi xin fu de... =)

2010-01-11T15:35:00.001+08:00

MS office 2007 is fun! haha... it's quite interesting to learn things by myself =) (with the help of bks of cuz... lol...)

2010-01-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

I'm always v tired these few days... think is cuz i slp too much... lol...

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T03:18:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

It's the 1st day of 2010! A brand new year! A brand new day! N 'a brand new life' =)
Had a tiring day today... lots of ppl dine in today... dont really have any break... order... settle bill... clear... etc... anw.. i 'gave' the company a new year gift! I broke the utensils... lol... jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai wad=) so i'm juz helping them to have a better yr ahead... lol... went to sg flyer after work... there's a branch there... the boss gave us a treat there... a gd place for countdown n fireworks.... but it's really squeezy! lol.... Hope the new yr ahead will be a gd one=)

P.S kenneth ask me to write kenneth is awesome...

2009-12-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

Went to watch movie with cass, angela, py, mad and xy... we were supposed to meet at 11... then i was late... thought i was the last to reach... in the end angela and xy ltr than me... lol... we sort of rushed into the theatre... n the stall inside nv open... so we didnt have popcorn=( but anw... the movie was nt bad=) shopped ard for awhile... n met cy and ws.... quite surprised to see the 2 guys shopping tgt... haha... joined them in the shopping after the rest left... quite interesting to shop with guys... haha... n there's sort of a trend in our buying sequence.... ws then me then cy... then cy then me... ws dint complete the 2nd cycle though... haha...

went shoduku with the girls n xy..

the shopping gang=)

2009-12-21T23:11:00.003+08:00

My legs are aching... first day of work... and... i spent 1/8 of my salary already juz on the clothes and shoes needed... lol.... still nid minus CPF.... my salary will be so pathetic :( gt to find a gd pay job after feb... but anw... though it's a bit tedious... it's a gd exp afterall... learning how to set the table etc... (nt tt i'll open my own restuarant in the future...) but at least now i really know the hardship of those ppl who hep us to clear our plates.... n i get to improve my chi... cuz quite a few china ppl working there... anw.. I think i'll get fat from working... cuz they provide dinner n supper... lol...

2009-12-20T21:52:00.007+08:00

'Have u eaten?' doesnt it sounds so familiar?
Used to think tt it's quite fan2 to keep hearing the same thing and answering it... if i'm hungry... i'll eat... dont have to keep asking... it's quite irritating at times... but... this time back there.... the qn doesnt sound unpleasant anymore.... in fact... i'm super happy to hear those words... at least i still have the chance to hear them...
Sometimes even when we know we shldnt take things for granted... we still took things for granted... we know we have to cherish what we the present... but we juz dont cherish... it's easier said than done... we always like to regret... when the present became past... tt's the time when we know we've missed out some things.... some things tt's always ard us... some things tt we've overlooked... some things tt r impt but taken for granted by us...

2009-12-16T17:12:00.003+08:00

Ytd was a nice n happy day for me till....

anw... yup... went out with wj... at times we had nth to do... juz lagging ard at orchard... we stopped along the road starring at the cars then someone suddenly came to interview wj... n as a smart one... i siam first=p...haha... but i'm nice... still help him take photo=) at times... we rushed for time... our lunch was stuffed into our stomach then we 'ran' to catch our movie... princess n the frog is quite a nice movie... a lot of songs... n there's some meaningful lessons learnt... we're always chasing after what we want... but they're actually nt what we nid... nid and want are really different... the satisfactions gotten from ur wants will juz last for a short period... but tt from our nids will last forever....

went to a job briefing with hs after tt... ard 25 ppl were there at the briefing with us at the start... then even before the real job briefing started... ard 10 ppl left behind only... haha... we left too... i know it's bad... but... the whole thing juz made me feel kinda weird...

Kor is SUPERSTAR?! lol...

2009-12-14T23:52:00.002+08:00

Went to new rv today! it's BIG! haha... took quite a few pic... and took pic with ms ek and mdm tia! haha... though i didnt have direct interaction with ms ek throughout my 4 yrs in rv... it's still quite sad to know tt she's leaving rv... wish her all the best.... mdm tia dont rmb our names! haha... but at least she rmb our faces=) miss the old days....

buffet and pri sch gathering

2009-12-13T01:09:00.004+08:00

I told my dad ytd! haha
Had a fun day today=) ate dim sum buffet with JEZ... ordered quite a lot of food for the 1st round... the food came almost at the same time so our table was filled with food... but tt didnt teach us a lesson... we con't to order a large amount of food on the 2nd round... haha... lol... joe n eli kept talking bout their korean stuff so zn n me juz sat there n listen... haha... n someone dropped her food on the table twice... (common for her.. haha...) anw... i think i shld stay away from fried food... too much fried food really disgust me... vomitted after the buffet... haha... lol... took some photos at the place before leaving...

Went for pri sch gathering after tt... met up with them on the train... was quite surprised to see jb and jn there... cuz is like they dont really come for gathering de... went town n walked around.... we were all quite sian at some pt cuz we had nth to do as a group... but we still engaged in small talks to catch up with one another =) N there's a trend in our gathering.... the guys r always more than the girls... the ratio was almost 2:1 this time... lol... (our class was supposed to have more girls than boys de...) slacked around n had dinner... then we all went home tgt... it's nice having friends living near u.... everyone can take the same transport home n con't talking during the journey... hiroki and daniel sent kemin and me home cuz it's really quite late le... Love being around with pri sch friends... though we dont meet up often.... our friendships nv seem to die off.... it feels v relaxing being with them...

The only 4 girls who came.... lol....

My dinner!

Jian bei and jian nan... forgot how i differentiate them in the past le...

2009-12-10T21:34:00.002+08:00

Today is a gd day! Haha... went shopping... n..... I told my mum le! haha... had a super hard time thinking of how to go about telling her... n i did it! haha... left my dad le... lol...

2009-12-04T20:15:00.003+08:00

Stayed at home today to pack my closet... realised i have quite a lot of clothes... but it seems like i've grown tired of some of them even though i only wore them a few times... lol... and i've gt 10 ac shirts! it's like ard 1 shirt every 2 months throughout my 2yrs in there... this is crazy... lol... i know sure gt a lot of ppl who's like me... also dunno y i buy so many shirts for... anw... it's nice to see my clothes nicely arranged... haha...
Anw... really v sry to py... ps her... but i think i've made a right choice...

P.S. Take care of urself... the weather is nt v gd these few days...

2009-11-28T22:17:00.003+08:00

I love this wk! met up with ppl whom i love n miss... life is gonna to be sooooooooooo much better after A... celebrated ni's bdae today! we surprised her! hahahahhaha... lazy to blog the stuff tt happened... haha... i'll juz rmb it in my head =) Anw... ELI DID PIECE QUITE A LOT of the puzzle lah... haha...

I LOVE JESKZ!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-22T00:26:00.003+08:00

everything's set... what's done is done... the faults... the mistakes... everything.... cant be amended... the only thing left is to await for the day to come... when u truly realised tt ur dreams r so far away from u...when u didnt put in the amt of hard work u were supposed to... lady of luck dont follow one all the time...

2009-11-18T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hope everything will turn out fine... 2 more tough days to go....

2009-11-13T18:01:00.002+08:00

Almost halfway through le... did really badly for GP... but... it's over... what's done is done... i'll juz have to wait for the results to come back... lol.... few more papers to go.... everyone muz jia you!

Last day of school

2009-10-16T12:01:00.004+08:00

Really the last day of sch le... the rest of the days will be v much dependent on myself... 2 yrs... there's many memories... gd n bad... class of 2009... 2SA5... we're nt a bunch of bonded people... but there's still one kind or another kind of bond tt holds us tgt... we may be rebellious at times... but we're nice ppl at heart... To teachers who've taught us... i know we've given each n every one of ur headaches most of the time... but thx for accepting all our nonsense... really thankful for all ur have done for this class...

A sad yet happy event... j2s graduating....

Anw... was being in the photo-taking mode... so i even took pic with the cubicle where i used to bathe after pe... lol...

Before leaving the sch... we took a pic with smiley! Mr smiley has been a sort of symbolic icon for ac... no one in ac will ever forget him ba =)

Can u guess what we're doing? haha...

(Ans: Smiley's body!)

Went for sakae buffet ltr in the day... due to the fact tt we have 8 ppl.. n the table is only for 6... we had 2 tables... the guys one table n the girls another table... we ate from ard 3 to 6... fully made use of the buffet time sia... lol... ate till ard 4... some of them cant cont le... mad, py n angela went to walk walk to digest... so the girls' table left cass n i... we joined the guys then ... both our tables gt left over food... so someone suggested to play zhong ji mi ma(is it i suggest one? lol..) anw... we played zhong ji mi ma to gao dim all the left overs... when mad they all came back... we all squeezed to the guys' table... think it's more fun to squeeze in one table... haha... so we con't playing... we even ordered more food to cont the game... lol... after tt... lots of lame things came out... such as taking photo of cass slapping dm etc... passing on the msg tt is nt funny but it juz make one laugh... lol... Have no idea what to do next... so we went to esplanade to find a place to sit down n stone... 5 chio bus... haha... lol... it's really quite sian to stone there... haha... went to play pool after tt... my skills really a bit cmi... haha... but it's quite nice playing pool...

Took MRT home with xy n dm... then they too engrossed with the 10pm show le... so xy suggested dm to copy the way the dad carry the bag... n i be nice n lend him my bag to pose for a photo... haha... He looks nt bad carrying my bag ba.. haha... was quite tired when i reached home... there's left over kfc at home! n so i ate the chicken n went to slp... lol... bet i'm gg to be super fat!!! =(

2009-10-14T16:28:00.001+08:00

It's finally the last day of school!

2009-10-10T23:24:00.002+08:00

Xin fu qi shi hen jian dan...

I'm single

2009-10-04T20:31:00.001+08:00

What if I'M SINGLE? would everything be v different then?

if today was your last day

2009-10-03T23:07:00.002+08:00

This song is nice n meaningful!

If today was your last day!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aW5afKx35zk

2009-10-03T00:08:00.005+08:00

was having lesson in one of the comp lab ytd... then saw this weird keyboard... didnt notice the weirdness of it until i tried to press some of the keys....

Anw... ytd was a vvvvvvvvvvv happy day for me =) cuz i met up with sherilyn! didnt see her for 1+ yr le ba.... she didnt really change much... still as crazy n outgoing... haha... was actually expecting to meet up with her after A de... then she suddenly smsed me n asked me help her buy some stuff... though in the end i didnt get to buy the stuff... we still met up... haha... was really really v happy when i saw her! Then... we cant really decede on where to go... so she suggested typing in our phone the place to go... she typed town n i typed orchard! haha... this is really kinda childish... like a test of our mo qi... but it's really fun! haha.... took 111 to orchard... then we talked on the bus... n one funny thing was when we talked bout our conver with xj... both of us asked bout each other's jing kuang from xj!haha... how ridiculous tt was lah... we're both living in sg n we have each other's contacts yet we still nid to ask xj to update us... haha... anw... as we talked... we were also constantly looking out to see if we've reached... n we still thought we boarded the bus on the wrong direction when we see unfamiliar places lah... haha... 2 lu chi... lol... haha...

Walked past a cosmetic shop... the one advertised by Min zheng hao! haha... tried a few nail polish there... the colours r really bright n unique n nice! sherilyn treated my nails like sampling nails lah... keep putting on different nail polish for me... haha...

See... the pdt by sherilyn! haha... i bought the violet one... haha.. n i got min zheng hao's poster! haha... he's shuai and cute! =)

Omg... i'm his girl! lol....

walked ard ion... then went to eat my lunch cum dinner! it's yummy yummy yummy... it will be better if the soup was nt tt sweet though... haha.... it's like the shua shua guo... have no idea what the raw egg was for... think is to treat like sauce or eat raw or something like tt... but i put it in the soup to cook it... haha... =p

yummy salmon! =)

we were both v full after eating... con't shopping ard orchard... haha... went starbucks to have coffee before gg home... cuz both of us were quite tired after all the shopping... haha... took photos before we left... though it's nt v hard to take a pic... we took quite a long time to take an acceptable one... haha... this is the final pdt!

I must say tt it's really great to be with her... i really felt at ease being ard with her...

some friendships will nv end....

2009-10-01T23:26:00.002+08:00

Time have passed real fast... only a month+ to a left... at the same time... ppl from other schs are getting back their results... i have no idea if it's happiness or disappointment tt will overwhelm them... but i juz hope no matter what... they keep in mind tt prelims is nt the end... for ppl who do well... continue to achieve gd results... but for those who didnt meet their expectations... continue to work harder... it's a race against time now... if efforts r put in... we'll be rewarded...
Tears were for ytd... hard work for the present... happiness will see us soon tmr....

2009-09-25T23:34:00.006+08:00

Went ice-cream buffet today! the first thought of ice cream buffet was... erm... but since it's with JESK... n i think i shld at least try once... so i went! haha... was ok lah... haha... but really cant treat it as a real buffet which will make u full... cuz eat eat eat... then stomach is like... erm... still ok lah... nt v full... yearning for some food tt is nt sweet... haha... so we ordered fries n some spicy chicken.... haha...

Ice Cream!!!!!!!!!!!

My artistic photo! haha...

Eli n joe decided to pose for a pic... too bad i lazy to go paint to edit... if not eli will have red face n eight 'legs'... she's the red octopus... haha =p

See the eye power....

smilezz

we're on tv!!!!!! lol...

Shagged

2009-09-22T21:55:00.002+08:00

A tiring day spent with eli... haha... it's actually only a few hrs spent with her... but tt made me quite shagged... haha... walked up n down some stairs to reach pt A... then went to pt B... then went back to pt A again... then went thiong... n back to pt A again! lol... think the distance travelled is more than one round of pandan reservoir... adding on to tt... i gt my thick file and shoe bag! lol... but i muz add... it's nice walking with eli... haha... (ps. i know the feeling is mutual... haha..)

BUT BUT... one thing which is sad.... i lost my domo... =( sobx sobx... it's my '2nd anni gift'... n it's barely 3 months old.... so sry domo... didnt take gd care of u... u'll always be in my heart....

My domo....

2009-09-18T23:30:00.001+08:00

Blessed with ppl who care....
Looking forward to seeing them =)

2009-09-16T15:50:00.002+08:00

Haha... gt nth to blog.... Hope everyone will do well for prelims.... n those still having prelims take care of themselves... dont mug till too late every night...

2009-08-09T21:56:00.000+08:00

VVVVVVVVVVVVVVV happy today =)

2009-08-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

Having mixed feelings for today... things werent really gg well when i'm alone... with JEKZ... everything goes on normally... lol... maybe they're my lucky stars =) had a wonderful celebration with them... joelene cum shiang ming's bdae celebration today! haha... they gave me something which i didnt really expect from them... maybe cuz it doesnt seem like their style to buy tt for me... haha... but i REALLY DO LOVE IT! Eli... stop doubting my love for it! haha...
Anw... I'm really grateful and thankful to have them with me... really appreciate what they had done for me... friends of 6 yrs now... (1/3 of my life spent with them!)we've gone through thick and thin tgt... n i'm sure the bond tt held us tgt will stay on forever... no matter what....
Once again... THANKS! Thanks to those who had wished me and celebrated with me...

2009-08-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

Juz in time to blog and to announce tt I'm officially 18!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-29T16:48:00.003+08:00

Cass brought some nail thingy to sch today... so played with it... these r what i've done... nice ba... hahahahha... lol...

It's a cup....

Anw... was craving for the tarts sold at a pastry shop near my house for quite long le... then today finally went to buy.... havent been eating since v long time ago... it's one of my favourite food... but... when i went to buy today... i got a shocking news.... the uncle gg end the shop this coming fri! which means if i still want to eat... i only have 2 days left!!!!!!!!! have this sudden sense of sadness.... dunno y... it's like it has always been there.... n i've always taken it for granted.... nv went to buy there for even once since v long time ago.... and now when i want more of it.... it's gonna end soon.... we really have to cherish what we have in life... sometimes... we always thought everything will be there for us... we take things for granted... it's only when we're about to lose it then we'll treat it seriously n even regret for our actions....

Wanna thank everyone who has pei-ed through these 18 yrs... special thanks to those who really cared for me... and those who brought laughter and happiness to my life....

The tarts i missed....

dounut is also nice!

2009-06-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

A MEMORABLE day!!!!!!! haha... it's eli's 17th last day... n i bet she wont forget today! haha...
me, zn n joe bked eli today to have buffet... think she knows tt we'll be celebrating with her but have no idea how we'll go about doing tt... haha... from the start... we dont really have a concrete idea of how to make it a memorable 18th bdae for her... but as time passed... what we did is really omg... splendid sia... haha... 3 of us met up first b4 meeting eli... was planning to decorate a cake for her de... but it seems tt the decorate cake thingy starts at noon... which will be the time when we're having buffet... so we were quite lost of what to give her instead... headed joe's advice and went to the shop which sells lots of balloons... haha... after giving much thoughts... we decided on 10 pinky balloons... (realised tt we shld have given her 18 balloons some time after tt... but was too late...haha...) when it was time to meet up we eli... we sent zn there first to bring her to the balloon shop... (already smsed her tt me n joe will be late... ) while joe n i stationed in the shop waiting for her arrival... haha... our initial plan was to ask the shop lady to give her the balloons... but it's quite weird... then joe spotted quite a few kids ard... so decided tt kids will be better... but it's vvvv weird to ask random kids to give! so joe n i were like how? she's reaching the shop soon.... then... *tink* our saviour appeared... haha... the shopkeeper's child! haha...
see eli's shocked face when the girl handed her the balloons... haha... even need us to remind her to say thank you to the girl... haha... tt's the end of surprise 1=)

When to kushinbo to eat after tt... quite a large variety of food... not bad too... i like the salmon... really v nice... haha...

yummy sushi

lots of desserts too....

chocolate fountain!

smile....

and when u see the bill... the smile faded... haha=p

Next! we kept eli in suspense... telling her it's a surprise... n giving her clues like 'she can hold my hands throughout the process'... 'she'll thank us after tt'... haha... and so we took escalator down... towards the place we're heading to... i acted casual by looking at some random stuff at a 'jewelery shop'... at first eli didnt really suspect anything.. then *boom* she said 'i know liao' then off she went... leaving her bag behind with joe... haha... joe wanted to catch her b4 she ran away de... but got her bag instead.. haha... she played hide-n-seek with us... then i spotted her! haha... she knew it and started running... so i had the honour of playing police and thief with her... chasing her ard... haha... chased her to a place which leads to either carpark or toilet... but didnt catch which way she went... so went to the toilet way... didnt see her there so started walking out... and.... i saw her coming from the carpark! haha... this time i be smart and followed carefully behind her... haha... called zn and joe to catch her... haha... i didnt wasted my energy in chasing her... got her to the jewelery shop eventually.. haha...

eli choosing the earring tt she'll be wearing and nt taking out foe 4 months... haha... took a few photos of the process.. but due to her request... shall nt post the pic.. haha...

*blink blink*

We all "headed home" after tt... all 3 of us alighted at je while eli continued her journey home... stopped there... thinking of how to surprise her another time... then the idea of watermelon with candle came up... haha... so we went to buy the watermelon n headed to eli's house! we were preparing the 'watermelon cake' when her bro walked passed us! (we didnt know until eli told us!) Her bro told her bout us b4 we gave her the surprise lah! anw... we went to the wrong house at first... haha... lucky there's no one in the house... haha.. then we went to eli's house and lighted the candle b4 trying to press the door bell... but her dad suddenly open the door... haha... we all squatted down near the stairs hoping she didnt see us... haha... super funny... her dad seems to open the door for us... so we juz stood up... the wind was too strong... so eli didnt get to blow the candle outside her house... haha...

eli with her 'watermelon cake'

cutting her 'bdae cake'

it's a tiring yet happy day! haha... anw... it's 140609 le... so... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELI!

2009-06-12T00:23:00.004+08:00

Had cca bonding today... was quite boring... haha... made my day start with a sian mood... lol... but luckily... had eli with me at the ltr part of the day... haha... my agenda for the day was to buy my nicy pen refill... but i didnt get to buy it! cuz went shopping ard with eli to find her clothes then when we reached the shop... it was already closed=( all eli's fault! haha... jk... it's nice having her pei me... and SHOPPING is the main thing! haha... think we shopped for ard 6 hrs ba... haha... havent been shopping with her for so long since the day we went shopping for prom dress... haha... went to have lunch first to store up the energy for shopping... haha...

eli's food...
mine=) looks a bit unpleasant though... haha

i like the milktea... but it's actually normal milktea.... lol..

we're so healthy! these r actually what we had dropped on the table before we even start eating the fruits... haha... they gave us toothpick with the fruits... so both of us thought we shld use it... eli started first... her attempt to take up the honeydew with toothpick failed n so it dropped on the table... while i was laughing at her clumsiness as always... my attempt to pick up the watermelon with the toothpick failed too... n the watermelon ended on the table too... haha... it was quite stupid... but quite funny too... haha... how i wished everyday is like this....

2009-05-30T01:09:00.003+08:00

Today was a super awesome day! cuz kor was with me! haha... went to watch movie first before catching our ride on the sg flyer... haha... the cinema was super cold... and both of us didnt bring jacket! so almost freeze to death sia... lol... i know i'm exaggerating... haha... but it's really v cold lah... ahah... after tt... took shuttle bus to flyer... while queueing to buy the tickets... there were water droplets which were dripping like every few seconds... lol... look up and see the flyer's carriage dripping... haha... quite nice to see it though... cuz can see the droplets dropping.... we're about to go in =)

quite a nice view from the top.. haha...

expressways can be v attractive too...

hmmm....

haha... cant really see the sign on the right... but it was supposed to ask us nt to put our hands there... haha...

wonderful journey ^0^

being random... haha...

2009-05-25T18:14:00.002+08:00

Clueless and confused bout what love really means... is there existance of a true love... if there is... what's the definition for it? Love seems simple... it's juz the spark at the v moment of life... see the person and u'll feel... omg... it's the right one! but sometimes it's only at tt v moment... the feeling for each other is v impt in love... love does seems simple... got tt feel means gt love... no more feel then no pt to stay tgt.... but love isnt tt simple afterall isnt it? when responsibilities are added on... when all the other external factors are accounted for... is there still love? or is it juz a shell coated by the wrapping of love.......

love

2009-05-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

How long can the fire of love last? How fast can a wound be healed? How fickle can one's heart be?
When one find a new love soon after one has just ended a relationship... what does it mean? This person is just a flirt? There have been flaws in the relationship long ago? Or is it just a matter of the randomness of love? Love at one sight seems ridiculous... but it really do happen...
Outsiders have no rights to say bout a relationship... cuz love is to be felt... nt by seeing or hearing... contradictary to tt is the old saying 'dang ju zhe mi, pang guang zhe qing'.... love is juz too complicated to comprehend at times... but somehow... most ppl cant avoid it...

2009-05-13T19:41:00.002+08:00

Why do ppl like to go for what they cant get and dont cherish what they have... it's so weird... something or even someone which one dont cherish... is so tempting for the other...

2009-05-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

失去的,再也找不回... 能找回的只是零散的记忆... 为了失去的痛苦地活着...到头来受伤的只是自己... 虽知道自己会受伤... 但美好的记忆总让人依依不舍... 回过头想保留一切... 无情的时光却让人措手不及...
活着的意义是什么? 亲情,友情,爱情同时併得? 当三者都失去了... 人生还有意义吗?

2009-04-28T21:38:00.001+08:00

This is my cute cute plant on my phone=)

lucky

2009-04-23T20:38:00.002+08:00

This is the 1st time i felt lucky this yr:) nth seems to be gg smoothly since the start of the yr.. went to a hawker centre to eat today.. the food was nt bad.. haha..:) but tt's nt the pt.. lol.. headed towards my cip centre after eating.. but on the way there.. i realised tt i have forgotten to take my file with me.. was like.. i lost something again?! so went back to the hawker centre again.. one of my friends rush there first.. when me n another friend reached there.. we saw him searching for the file.. asked the cleaner.. vendors..someone who was sitting near the table.. but all nv see.. was like.. haiz.. shld be gone le.. then a uncle whom i asked suddenly called out for me with the file in his hands! wow! haha.. was super happy! haha.. it was lying on top of a fire extinguisher box beside the table.. haha.. mux really thank the uncle n his wife ^0^ lady of luck is coming back to me ;)

2009-04-20T20:15:00.002+08:00

These few days have been really hot... is it cuz of global warming or is it juz 'summer' season... lol... anw... it's nice to bathe before gg to bed... haha... trying to work hard for the past few weeks... though the result is not v satisfying... at least there's an improvement...(i think lah) at least i do my tutorials... try to keep myself awake and listen to lectures... but i know more can be done... to those whom i've disappointed... i'm juz really sry... i promise ur tt i wont disappoint ur again... and thx for those who've been giving me support... esp tt special one who held on to me...
On my way home today... 2 j1s behind me were talking bout relationships problems... didnt mean to eavesdrop one... but they talk quite loudly tt i can even hear them with my earpiece on... this couple broke up... cuz the girl thinks tt the guy is spending too much time with his friends instead of her... then she'll like force the guy to pei her etc... sounds v familiar sia... haha... the guy cant take it so they broke... girls always seem to be more possessive... maybe it's girls fault... but in a relationship... both parties need to work tgt to overcome all the challenges facing them... having too little time for each other shld not obstruct the relationship... quailty worths more than quantity... haha... k... think i'm crapping... lol...shall stop here then... tmr is B&J's free cone day... and it's the birthday of someone special to me=)

2009-04-11T22:40:00.002+08:00

haha... juz saw kor's post for me... expected more things de... haha... but still quite happy lah... he finally wrote after dunno how long... haha... anw... i wanna rebut something... i gt go for the ice breaking lah! is u nv notice me... tsk... haha...
it's really amazing how ppl get to meet each other... know each other and then carry on with all sorts of different relationships... sometimes u might have forgotten how u get to know this person... what was the first thing ur talked about etc... but no matter wad... we shld juz cherish the relationships we have now... nth can be forever... but memories will always be sweet... so juz capture the sweet memories u have now...

slacker

2009-03-27T22:39:00.003+08:00

I'm slacking! lol... i know i've been slacking since the start of the yr... but... i'm even more slack these few days... lol... had sakae buffet on wed... ate till super full... haha... then still have bbq on thurs... didnt really eat much... but still considered eating quite a lot as compared to most of them... lol... bet i'm getting fatter lah... stuffing all the food into my stomach... but i tried to burn of some fats! haha... ran for 30 mins then walk for 30 mins and i completed one whole pandan resevoir route on thurs morning! haha...
o... one super yucky thing... we bought sotong for the bbq... then have to clean the sotong wad... so i cleaned some of them... it's yucky enough to pull out their head etc... this is the worst part now... while trying to clear one of the sotongs' 'belly' i pulled out one fish!!!!!!!!!!! it's so omg lah...the girls in the kitchen were all like 'screaming'... haha... though quite traumatised by the fish thingy... it's still quite fun to have girls doing kitchen stuff tgt... haha...
went to watch bball match today... first time seeing him playing match... quite cool lah... haha=p it was against my sch... shall nt comment on the final result... lol... really think bball match is much nicer than soccer... haha... even the bball coach was shuai! cass was with me.. she said he's shuai too! haha... anw... wanna thank her n dar for pei-ing me... sometimes really think tt i'm v fortunate to have friends whom i can rely on...

2009-03-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

幸福其实可以很简单，但很多时候却被复杂化……小狗总爱追着自己的尾巴跑，就像不知足的人们一样……其实，我们真正想要的便是我们所拥有的……只是我们从不停下脚步，认真地环顾我们四周、珍惜我们所拥有的。
许多定义的差别只在一线之间……什么是好什么是坏、黑与白、拥有或失去……没人能给个肯定的答案。在我们拥有的同时，我们失去了……在我们追求名利的同时，我们丧失了我们高尚的品德。人的虚荣心使人丧失了品性，令人忘了幸福的滋味……

changes...

2009-03-19T11:17:00.002+08:00

This yr doesnt seem to be a v gd yr...maybe juz for me... though gd things happen at times... bad things seem to dominate...
there r always times when ppl dont seem to understand u enough... u thought it's ur fault... u think u've changed... so u kept struggling... trying to figure out what went wrong... trying hard to think of how u acted previously...to ur horror... u've really changed... u can no longer find ur old self...u thought u were alone... u thought everyone had left u... u hated urself for not being urself anymore... but... u didnt realise tt there's ppl out there really wanting to help u... ppl who care bout u... they really want u to be stand up again... even if u've changed... it's ok... they'll understand... they'll compromise... they only want u to find ur courage to overcome all the obstacles tt's blocking u... they v much wanna help...it's ok if u dun wish to speak out to them...juz rmb tt they're always by ur side when u needed them...
it's really quite amazing how far we've come... almost 18 yrs le... through these 18 yrs... we've learnt... we've seen through quite a lot... we were once innocent... we were once childish... we didnt expect how fast we could change... the sudden change is scary... like out of a sudden u know a lot of unexpected things... yet... these r things u didnt really wanna know... u wanna go back to the past again... but they're juz too far away from u... but... dun forget... through these 18 yrs... there've been ppl who pei u through... and rmb... they dun juz leave u alone...

my kor rox!

2009-03-18T21:37:00.003+08:00

this is a post specially dedicated to my beloved kor... really wanna thank him for being there when i needed him:) nv did i expect myself to have such a wonderful kor by my side... super grateful tt he took me as his mei... treated me really v gd and 'took super gd care' of me :) kor... Thx for all the things u've done for me... gg out with me even when u're sick... 'sending' me home at times... haha:) really appreciate it :)

love is...

2009-03-17T21:32:00.002+08:00

wondering what love really is... ppl always say tt true love dun nid any reason... but is tt really the case? was smsing kor one day... then he say nid... then he sort of gave an example... quite true... u love someone cuz of the person's character... u dun juz love tt person juz like tt... be it the look... the character... or even juz the feel tt the person gave u... tt's really a reason behind...

asked hs ytd if one really nid a reason to love another one... his reply was no... but does tt mean tt when u love someone cuz of some reasons... it means tt ur love is not true love? is it a conditioned love?

Love is always blind... being in love makes one blind... u cant see the person's flaws... all u see is only tt person's gd pts... u believe that ur will be tgt forever... but when it's time for ur to break up... u'll start to wonder what's really gd about tt person...

2009-02-13T22:11:00.007+08:00

Today is 13th the friday! black fri! haha... but tt's not the pt... the pt is... it's the v-day eve! haha... got quite a lot of sweets and small gifrs etc from friends=) V-day is a time nt only for couples to show their love... but also for friends to show their loveS too! haha...

Went to K after sch... haha.... sang quite a lot of songs... me and angela wanted to tuo yan the time till a bit aft 7 de.... but now they got this sys which will juz stop our songs!!!!!! so we went off at 7....

The singing QUEENS!

since it's v-day eve.... angela suggested doing heart! haha

bear....
more bear....
and FLOWERS!

2009-02-07T14:08:00.000+08:00

life will be in a mess when u let it out of ur control...

2009-02-03T21:03:00.001+08:00

Some things r not forgotten... they are juz hidden in ur memories... it's juz a matter of whether u can dig them out and rmb them a not...

tt's what friends r for...

2009-01-23T21:41:00.002+08:00

Today is a bad... yet gd day too... at least it made me realised how impt friendships r... and how grateful i am to have such great friends ard me...
juz realised tt when ppl ps me... i'm always able to find gd friends to keep me accompanied... I know it's v unfair to them... it's like treating them as my back ups.... i din want tt to happen... i feel really guilty... but on the other hand... i'm really v happy and thankful tt i could have such great friends...

Sometimes u'll wonder who's really ur friends... ur close friends... friends whom u can depend on when u feel lost... tired... etc...
It's only in some down times when u can really see and differentiate them... juz use ur heart and feel... some ppl might not be gd in their words... but u juz know they'll always be there when u nid them... some ppl juz know how to say... but they forgot... actions speak louder than words... not talking doesnt mean ignoring... not asking doesnt mean not caring... trust is also what is impt in a friendship... trust tt the person will be there... trust tt u can confide to the person...
TRUST is all we need....